ARTICLE: DIARY OF A FRIEND ZONE GUY

Diary of a friend zone guy on storyteller nigeria

Thinking aloud, in this solemn heart of mine, I said to myself..What's wrong with me?!! For now I'm lost in thoughts and driven by mixed emotions of sadness and Loneliness. Am I not good looking enough? ..I say to myself as I glare at my humble face, looking right back at me from my bathroom mirror. Why do I have so many female friends but yet, I can't call one my own. They love me, yes I know, but more as a big brother, than a lover. Is it my attitude, or am I not asking or acting the right way.
I've never been an Ex, never felt a kiss...but I remain the master of hand shakes and hugs.... Like seriously, is this all I can get..is this all life can offer me. My circle is quite a large one, filled with hot models and seductively chubby cute ladies, but yet my nickname remains "best friend"..
Why me, I say again to myself..I remain that kind of man,who is always falling for love but always getting "Liked back" not "Loved back"... ..now weeps.. Am I just a brother material?? Or just a useful shoulder for them to cry on when they get dumped by those guys who once I saw as competition, i better give them "a cold shoulder"..
Exhales....
If those guys were competition, why do I always loose.. Now I sit here, all alone, wallowing in my own loneliness on a 14th February, while everyone seems to be having all fun with their lovers.
So I stay in this world of my own, looking happy on the outside but melting with sadness from within, feeling down like a sun flower without sunlight.. Trying to calm myself down, by this feeling of hope...that the right lady for me, is someone out there..just sitting and waiting, for the right time to elope..
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